Sorry guys for disappearing, life caught up to be and I am more busier than before.
I hope you understand that right now I am going through hard times dealing with people trying
to give us a hard time. Paying bills, working and trying to get by everyday without getting caught up in drama. Seriously, this year I never thought it was going to be so eventful taking a huge step getting out of a small community that was the boonies. It was so awful there. We had to run off to try find help so we can get a home to stay in without having to go back to that awful place again. I'm put on watch by the police after getting attacked at a fast food restaurant by my own relative trying to force us to return. And while I am here, there are people from my old home are still trying to target us because of the grudge they have. Whatever it is, I am sure we didn't do anything wrong because we were starving out there. I couldn't find a job and have to scrape up whatever change to get by. And I am not looking forward becoming homeless after getting this far to find a new home. I like it here in the city where I am closer to the resources instead of struggling to find a ride to town to get grub. I manage to pass two exams and earn certificates and still looking for a job even though I am an on-call worker again. It's not much but it is better than nothing.
We had an explosion in town where my family member was called there to work. The streets were closed thanks to the huge chemical smoke cloud fogging the city. There was cops, ambulance and fire men trying to assist people and put the fire out. Sadly, two homeless people died inside the fire in an old building that was cluttered with junk. This was when I was home alone when she didn't come back at a certain time like she would normally would. I called the cops and found out what had happened. I thank my friends online keeping me calm while I was trying to find out why she didn't come home.
Every once in awhile we have drunks, drug-addicts and other weirdos come knocking on our front door for almost three months. The drunk population here is so incredibly annoying because they have a tendency to bother you....and mugging.
And I got stalked by some hill-billy looking guy who was asking me to buy him smokes from the reserve and I said I am underage. He left but sometimes I see him once in awhile.
Then I had a bad allergy attack and was sent to the hospital over night because it was making it a little harder for me to breath. Almost died but I survived. It was a shame that I missed my appointment and my exam because I was put out of commission how weak I was.
When I got better I was put back to work and had a list of appointments for two weeks. It almost killed me! I lack sleep and time to rest when I do get back home. No one don't seem to give me a break sometimes.
Went through heartbreak, depression, stress, sleep deprivation, pain and paranoia. I feel so alone here even if I got little family left. It's hard to understand why I feel like this, but I am grateful that I am having a bit of luck befriending my coworkers and the guy from walmart.
All I can do is keep being strong and keep taking steps until I get there.
And I am sorry to the members in
for slacking due to life issues.
I'll try to make it up to you when I have it set up better so we can move on to arc 2.